I dont think Ive come across anyone as inactive as me in writing journals. Why am I inactive? Well first of all, I have nothing to write. Second.. Well, Ive been keeping myself busy and never thought it was necessary with journals. Does anybody read this?

Ive discovered some truths in this world we live in, and some lies aswell. And I must say the biggest Lie Ive come across ;

The feeling of being alone
If theres so many people in this world, which there is, you can never be alone. If youre sitting there, sighing about the world, there must be millions who are doing the same thing. We know that there is millions of people doing what Im doing right now, even if it is just dancing, or laughing or being by the computer. Then there must be millions who feel like me, right? There is millions lacking food, witnessing war, being bored by the computer, being hopelessly inlove... How can we ever feel alone, when theres so many people around us?


If you stop and think about it ( which we usually dont in life ) you know its true. And somehow it makes sense. And maybe you end up like me. Confused and feeling lonely, but stopping yourself when thinking "Im not alone."

Because I bet there is people feeling just like me at the moment - run run before you crash. Because if I stop and think right now, I think Id just realise "it". What is "it"? The dagger that is aiming for my heart. So I run. Like millions of other silly people. We run.


Theres no I in the world, there is a We. I think we keep forgetting that, since we lock ourselves up in our own little worlds with a nice computer as our window. So what should we do? I know what Im going to do. Run and forget, ignore, untill it stops us and stares at us. Like millions of other people do.

Silly us.


//Hoxxii


Ps. I think Ill have my camera up and running someday soon. Ill have a picture with me smiling on it someday. I wont forget.